struggle,struggle,struggle!

i've had power stuggles w/seth all wk, now w/corbin. but he's younger & they aren't really so bad. weldon & loren got 2 eat lunch 2gether(they come home 4 lunch) & im glad they got 2 eat 2gether, but i really missed my lunchtime chat w/loren! owen was his usual sweet baby self. took a few pics of the boys today. man they're cute. my heart hurts though. i wasn't going 2 post anything about this but i talked 2 mom 2day. she asked me if i had my key 2 the house still, & told me not 2 stop by when no one was there bcause dad doesnt like it. all i could do was hang up. i know, disrespectful & immature, right? well, it just hurt me all over again. so i'm ditching class 2morrow 2 take absolutely everything that i own & can find out of that house. i just have 2 face the fact that she never has & never will stop him from tearing the fam apart. i can't go over there after 2morrow. & if she wants 2 see seth, i'm sorry but she'll have 2 come see him. he's not staying there again. the cycle has 2 stop somewhere. am i right?