When you're lonely,

I wish you LOVE.
When you're sad,
I wish you JOY.
When you're discouraged,
I wish you HOPE.
When life is stressful,
I wish you INNER SILENCE.
When your spirit is empty,
I wish you SIMPLE BEAUTY.
When you're troubled,
I wish you PEACE.

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well,i moved everything out.i think.drank coffee w/mom & while we chit-chatted about nothing n particular,my heart was breaking.[full of smiles on the outside,full of sadness on the inside.]all i could think was,what if this is the last time i get to do this?not that i sat around feeln sorry 4 myself or anything,i actually did quite a bit 2day.nothing spectacular, but hey...if she finds my things shell just put them n a bag or box.& i am going back s/time this w/end 2 get fritzy.she can stay at tonys,he doesnt mind.got shelf out of storage n st jo.[took all vhs/dvds 2 tonys] they were all on that shelf when i lived there.ah,everything n its place,right? hmm....we snuggled on the couch & watched tv 4 a bit( i only watch tv when im there.its hard not 2 when theres a big plasma tv hanging on the wall!)then we ate some bbq sndwchs.yum!tony went 2 work & i came 2 pick up seth from school.had some xtra time so i vacuumed out the hemi.[which i have 2 say bye 2 next wk so it can go on the lot][have no idea what im gonna do cause old blu is belly up 4 sure.uh oh.]seth & i drove round 4 a bit,ate a snack n & played n the park,picked up 2morrows class snacks,seth bought a choco shake from sonic w/tooth fairy $,came home.[we had a lil talk n the park bout things. he was glad 2 hear that fritzy could stay at tonys & he could c her on the w/ends.he calls her his buddy. not much input on not going 2 grndmas house anymore.ill try again later.i want him 2 learn 2 talk 2 me the way megan did.id like 2 work out some of the confusion at least.poor baby.just xplained 2 him that i loved him & thought it would b best if he werent around pa pa 2 much after the fight.he was totally understanding.hope it stays that way.what is u'r opinion?is it better to leave kids n the dark 2 protect their innocence, or is it better to have things out n the open to avoid confusion?