Today was pretty good. Seth even let me sleep in. Ran to the store. But then....Chris showed up. He has Megan this week. They stopped by to see if Seth could go see a movie and I said yes. I am an idiot. I went outside to ask them if they knew when the movie was blah, blah, blah, and they pretty much left while I was trying to talk to them. Seth has his first T-ball game tonight, which he may not even make it to on time. And it's my fault! What WAS I thinking. And they had the nerve to turn off both of their cell phones. See, THIS is one of a zillion reasons or so to not have sex before marriage. AAAHHH! On the flip side, a pretty nice reason to enjoy being single and kidless. So it's a little lonely sometimes. Big deal. If I ...that's a whole other what if story I do NOT need to get into. If you'lll excuse me, I do believe I have a glass of wine to finish and a lot of stress-relieving housework to do. If you read all of this, sorry for the bitchfest...

05/24/05 My baby and lil Billy Felderhoff walking down at the end of graduation. 

05/24/05 Graduation Day!! Here the Kindergarteners are in the hall outside of the auditorium having their gowns put on. Matthew was getting pretty nervous! Seth was ready to get it over with. (He wouldn't admit to being nervous.)
Finally school is out for the summer!! We never thought that it would ever hurry up and just get here! Now that it is, the boys will be bored and driving us crazy before we know it. Just knowing that it's summer, and thinking about the lake and lots of other fun things makes that just fine with me. Seth is playing t-ball and taking swimming lessons this summer. Probably playing golf at Turtle Hill too, he sounded pretty excited about golf, so, oh boy! I wish I could play too! Happy Summer everybody!

Jan. 13, 2005 What strange faces Brandon and Seth are both making. So, everyone will be happy to know that my divorce papers are being filed today. And since I filed( and not Chris) it's been paid for and will actually go thru now. Sadly enough the lawyer (Zeilinski) wasn't at all shocked that we had been seperated since Dec. 2000. Or that we both had significant others. Now why is this such a common thing? Bah. It's only paper to me. I mean, what IS marriage , really? In the bible it says that basically, cheating is the only reason for divorce. Chris was seeing Jodi behind my back while I thought that we were trying to resolve our issues. So does that really justify my divorce? Will I ever feel 100% okay about the whole issue? Who knows. But if marriage is more about my relationship (in my heart) than it is on a silly piece of paper(they didn't have paper in biblical times, right?) then just maybe in God's eyes I've been divorced from Chris for almost 5 years and I have nothing to worry about. Either way, he's an impossible, assinine, disrespectful, loving but uncaring type of jerk and I am just thrilled to death that I soon cannot even jokingly call him my husband. :) Yea! 

I didn't realize it had been so long since I posted. Last night (late) I (& Seth) followed Tony to Houston to deliver some Peterbilts. Seth and I were laughing and eating skittles going through Dallas at 12ish. Super-late, I know, I know, but we made a little extra $. (since Tony didn't need to pay for taxis or a plane ride home) Seth got to ride in a brand new Peterbilt too. Shhh. Only for a little bit. We had a really nice day. Thank God for the rain. And now since I'm so out of it & tired, I'm going to go listen to some rumbles & maybe see a lil more lightning & sleep the night away. Night all.

this looks better. 

this picture makes me laugh--candy is flying, matt & christian are cheering--good stuff.  

Brandon helping Sethers open his presents. What a sweetie! 

Sat. April 30th [Seth's birthday party] Brandon holding a helium filled balloon(we let about 70 go after the party!! that was fun) in front of the pin the tail on the donkey game.