I'm still alive, boring, but still here. I'm enjoying the new wheels, very smooth & quiet, very different from the hemi. Seth thinks it's the best thing since chocolate milk. He loves the 3rd row seats & has been talking about how we can take it to 6 flags because we'll all fit. He's something else. He's going to see his daddy Sunday for the first time in a long time. Since nothing's on paper, I've just kept him with me until he says that he misses daddy. Which has been a surprisingly long time. He's really comfortable in our routine I guess. But soon enough I'll have to hand him over every other w/end whether I like it or not. The divorce would be done this week, but Chris isn't here to sign the final papers. Awful that it's taken this long to go through. He's in Colorado working on a rig up in the mountains or something. Awful pretty place to have to work. We had thought about going to CO sometime at the end of the year, but it's pretty close to that time & we haven't made any set plans so I don't think that'll happen. And I was really looking forward to drinking hot choco in the hot tub. Oh well. I have never been on skis before, see, and the idea of my legs flailing about helplessly isn't really so appealing to me. I can't believe it's almost October! This year flew by, but then what else is new I guess. Christmas'll be here before we know it, & that makes me nervous. It's so sad that the first thought I have when I think about it is how expensive it can be. And when I think about money I automatically get a little..aaaahhh! Like the supra for instance, everytime I thought about all of the things that Tony wanted to have done to it I got antsy just thinking about it. He could spend money on cars like I could on clothes. He got a connection to fix the supra & it ran fine for a minute but... he thinks a seal's broken & he talked to the guy & we're s'posed to take it back up there after it's inspected & has current tags.(It sat for probly 7 months.) Well, so, I think I've done enough rambling for one sitting. Night all.